“Survival of the generic.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“Remember at the junior picnic, when someone whipped that dog at Jennifer’s head? And Jennifer was laughing, like it was funny? Ted never copped to it, but I know he did it. I saw him. A-hole.’Rachel shakes her head in disgust. ‘She probably deals with that kind of crap every day…”That’s it. I’m going to ask Jennifer if she wants to sit with us today… I don’t like those little turds thinking they can make fun of her because she’s on the list. Don’t they have any respect for the fact that she’s a senior? If she’s with us, they wouldn’t dare say anything.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“It’s ridiculous, how people judge talent. Or, rather, don’t judge. They just default to what everyone else thinks.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“I didn’t think she was that kind of girl.” I scampered up onto the ledge and strained to listen. “I overheard two of my students talking about her in homeroom yesterday. I never would have thought Natalie would do something like that. Then again, she’s been acting out big-time. Fraternizing with that Spencer girl.” I closed my eyes to stop the room from spinning. What would have ever made me think that teachers wouldn’t hear about this, too? After all, it was all over the school. Another teacher agreed. “Natalie always seemed like such a nice g”
— Siobhan Vivian
“I didn’t leave right away. I stayed in the woods. I heard the faint voices of other people. I felt the cold against my skin. But mostly, I was aware of my own heavy breathing, my own thoughts, my own past, present, and future. I realized then, and would have to keep realizing in all the years to come: It didn’t matter if I was the kind of girl who had sex, of the kind of girl who had her portrait on a wall in the library, or the kind of girl who got into the best college, or the kind of girl who didn’t tell her parents everything, or the kind of girl who teachers loved. I just needed to be okay with all the kinds of girl I was.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“Forcing girls to be ashamed for doing the things that come natural to them — it’s a ridiculous double standard, and we should all, frankly, tell anyone who judges us to screw off.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“It’s as if our girls don’t understand that they can be recognized for other things–their goals, their brains. Not just their bodies.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“Fall colors are funny. They’re so bright and intense and beautiful. It’s like nature is trying to fill you up with color, to saturate you so you can stockpile it before winter turns everything muted and dreary.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“It was just my reality, to never have a boy be interested in me romantically for more than one random moment. Like a TV show you don’t like but you end up watching anyway, because there’s nothing else on.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“You’re the one who made it seem like we were doing something wrong. Maybe you still feel like that, because for whatever reason, you think I’m not good enough for you. But I like you, okay? I’ve liked you from the very beginning.””It was never going anywhere””Because you wouldn’t let it go anywhere.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“I let myself have feelings for you despite not knowing how this would end.”
— Siobhan Vivian
“You see, the best thing about wrong decisions is that they don’t prevent you from making the right decisions later on. It’s harder, but it’s not impossible.”
— Siobhan Vivian