“Well, I totally understand why people take huge drugs. Like heroin, or cocaine. I can understand why you would want to be literally out of your own head, because being in your own head is unbearable. In fact, the reason I haven’t taken drugs like that is because I know that it would be so good to be out of my own head that I wouldn’t be able to stop”
— Alyssa Brugman
“I can see where this is going, too. Of course, I can, because I am Alex as well. But I want to dress up in gorgeous clothes and strut up and down the runway like they do in the magazines, swishing my tail. I want to dress up with Amina and Julia and giggle and be girlfriends, arm in arm. I want to be beautiful. I want other people to think I am beautiful.”
— Alyssa Brugman
“I can understand why you would want to be literally out of your own heard, because being inside your own head is unbearable.”
— Alyssa Brugman
“Do you want me to lick you again?”
— Alyssa Brugman
“Sometimes I don’t know what I am. But what I would like to be on the outside — what I want other people to see — is a girl.”
— Alyssa Brugman
“Honey, there is no one right way to eat cannelloni.”
— Alyssa Brugman
“I’m never going to be happy, but I could get close now, I think. I could be almost normal. I could have a friend.”
— Alyssa Brugman
“If there’s a place you should be able to put yourself first, it’s in your own sexual fantasies.”
— Alyssa Brugman