“There will be things I won’t tell you ever , Then there will be things that you won’t ever listen. Then…”
— Ratish Edwards
“White and blueWhite and blue ,You loved it then, i loved it too,Your eyes and your voice,I loved it then, i love it too,Your questions and the troubles,You loved it then, i loved it too,Your stories and the excuses,I loved it then, i love it too,Your songs and the promises,You loved it then, i loved it too,”
— Ratish Edwards
“I loved those eyes , even though they never saw my pain ,I loved those ears , even though they heard my stories”
— Ratish Edwards
“When the person whom you always loved never loves you back, then you love the person who loves you, thinking it would be easy. But pretending love to someone you don’t love is as difficult as actually loving someone who never loved you back.”
— Ratish Edwards
“Suppress anger and the world will be good for you, suppress more anger and the world will be better with you. Suppress all your anger and then you will not be okay with this world.”
— Ratish Edwards
“The GameToday i want to play a game,you’ll win if you can guess my name,I am the one who hide behind shadows,Behind my smile i hide my deepest sorrows,I am the one who wants to be loved,But can’t overcome the memories of once beloved,I am the one who hear voices and see faces,find a friend who love and actually cares,I am the one who spent his life in illusion,Believing that everything happens for a reason,I am the one who is scared of happiness,Because of that i never lived in fullness,I am the one who lost the meaning of life,There is no motivation which can thrive,I am the one who failed a lot,All the lessons i remember is what life taught,I am the one people love his silence,Ignoring the pain adoring his patience,Look at me one more time and guess my name,you’ll win if you can guess my name”
— Ratish Edwards
“If you can see through my eyes, you may see the real beauty I see in poor people, in old age homes, unprivileged children, abandoned houses, empty streets, broken dreams unfulfilled expectations. You can see the new life struggling beneath our comfortable lives.”
— Ratish Edwards
“I am kinda lost, don’t know who I am, what am doing, and why I am in it. Everything around me is more like a weird dream. I wish I could wake up. Before the dream finishes me.”
— Ratish Edwards
“It was absolutely not a dream, it could be a glimpse of near future or an insight into the parallel universe we will in or it could simply be a world created by my unconscious brain where I actually fit in. But no matter what, we were together and that’s enough.”
— Ratish Edwards
“There was a time when I loved silence, because there was so much of noise of friends, family and other people around that I always needed some time to talk to myself. To think, to be myself.But now things are changed, I got what I needed the much needed silence , now I have so much silence around me that I feel like running from myself, hiding somewhere where I couldn’t find myself. In search of some noise. Everything around me is so dead silent that sometimes it feels like a never ending nightmare.”
— Ratish Edwards
“I never knew this, but today i know how it feels when you try to hold on to some situation, some feelings, some people , in fact everything because you couldn’t not be better without those things , people or feelings. But you can’t because the more you try to hold them the more quickly they slip away from your hands. And the only choices you have is to either let them go slowly or to enjoy the rest of it i.e; nothing. And people say life goes on.”
— Ratish Edwards
“It is not the small number of big decisions that we take but the large number of small decisions that we take in life, shapes our life.”
— Ratish Edwards
“No matter how much bigger the pain is, it ends, yes it actually ends the moment when a pain of much bigger magnitude enters our lives.”
— Ratish Edwards
“I have forgotten the glasses, angles, color adjustments, contrast,blur and The photography….. The day the most photogenic person of my life went off my life. That person took my enthusiasm one feels at the moment of pressing the click.”
— Ratish Edwards
“A lot of bad things happen around me, some people think bad, some say bad, some do bad and some wish bad. And I am scared all the time not because of them but for the fact that some day I will one of them. Being good is tough but staying good is tougher.”
— Ratish Edwards
“People come and go, some stay for a while some leave soon. But when they go they take away the memories, promises, dreams and a part of my life.”
— Ratish Edwards
“Loving someone who never loved you, is like remembering a face you never saw.No matter how hard you try, result never changes.”
— Ratish Edwards
“People are good because they are good in hiding their bad.”
— Ratish Edwards
“Sometimes I think if I could do all the things that I stopped doing, meet all the friends that I left due to time, money and other unavoidable circumstances. Continue all my passions at least once. Then my life would be more justified than today. Then I could be finally at peace at the time I finally leave this world”
— Ratish Edwards
“As time passed away, life moved on,As life moved away I moved on, As I moved away, tenses changed My present became past, Future stood at large. And my present became big empty void.”
— Ratish Edwards
“Wonderful YouLove you for being so meaningful, i my meaningless life,Love you for being so true, even when my life was a complete lie,Love you for being so strong, when i was weak within,Love you for being so natural, when i was being artificial,Love you for being an end to my pain ,Love you for being the strength that i regain,Love you for all the colors in life,Love you for all that matters in my life,Love you for being my power,Love you for being my saver,”
— Ratish Edwards
“CageIt’s a tear i want to shed,For the weathered roses that once was red,Today it’s a decision want to make,To move on in life ignoring the fate,It’s the promises i want to break,Because its a nightmare and i want to awake,It is the poem that don’t rhyme,I don’t know how, but things changed with the tides of time,It’s the memories i want to forget,Now i am tired, no more i can regret,I’m the one, who feels alone in the crowd,I want to cry, run and shout out loud,Please leave me alone, relieve me from the pain,I am empty now, there is nothing more you can regain,Look at me and deep into my eyes,You will find the love that never dies”
— Ratish Edwards
“Sometimes I think if I could do all the things that I stopped doing, meet all the friends that I left due to time, money and other unavoidable circumstances. Continue all my passions at least once. Then my life would be more justified than today. Then I could be finally at peace at the time I finally leave this world.”
— Ratish Edwards
“Should IToday I am in search of a light,that can show me a way bright,Today I am trying to find a reason,For why my life feels like a prison,I am trying to find a way,So that, even just for a day,my seldom happiness could stay,I am trying to find a reason of pain,to know why it hurts and sometimes eyes rain,Today looking back at life and planning for future,I cannot forget those people and miss ventures,Should I stay, wait or move on,Or should I believe that, they moved on,Should i forget that old house and small streets,Or can I forget the faces, lanes and their good deeds,Its been a while and they are changed,Should I forget them or remember them as a tale,I feel so big, heavy and old,Should i take some decisions bold,Life being so rude and cold,But always i found a reason to stay and take hold,I hope for a light, reason and rain,Hope to overcome darkness, treason and pain.”
— Ratish Edwards
“WaitingI am waiting for the special day,when you will say “i will stay”,I am waiting for the night,when you will be there and everything’s right,I am waiting for that magical rain,that will wash away the distance, sepration and pain,I am waiting for a change,when everything will get arranged,I am waiting for a meeting,when i can see you, and my heart can start beating,I am waiting for a fight,after which i can hold you in my arms tight,I am waiting for a blue moon,when we can meet and i hope it will come soon,I am waiting for the special day,when you will say “i will stay”,”
— Ratish Edwards